Well, this is my final project hanging. I will raise it up to shoulder height for the exhibition, but as I have been doing the final touches, it was easier to have it lower for now. When I raise it up to the right height i'll work on getting a better front on shot than the one just below.
For those of you who haven't read the rest of my blog, I'll do a full write up on the piece and concept, as well as an evaluation for myself and my tutors :)
This piece is about a friend of mine who has two personalities, and both of them fight over control of their body, but at the same time they need each other to stay strong, and whole.
Another way to read this piece is about human psychology as a whole. We are all full of conflicts and contradictions - obvious ones, like love and hate, sad and happy, angry and amused. And more subtle ones, like how we act slightly differently depending on who we're around, and we all have a side to ourselves that we never show anyone else, one that is often in contrast to what everyone sees.
Using myself as an example, I'm a very shy person, but I try to be more outgoing, to be friendly even to strangers. So I try to hide my shy self, so people don't see it, and yet, I often think of things I want to do or say, but am still to shy to do or say, so I have another self, more hidden than my shy self, that is in complete contrast to my shy self.
This whole piece is designed off something that is traditionally wearable (armor) but here it is purely sculpture. I have intentionally made it difficult to try to put on. The tail piece of leather hanging down would make it highly impractical to wear as well, not to mention to use it as armor, but for the sculpture it is designed as, the tail piece adds an extra dimension as it curls down and around the semi-sheer silk. It encloses the silk and creates a sense of wholeness about the piece, instead of having this shoulder piece with the silk hanging down looking like a separate thing.
I should really go right down to the basics to explain the whys and whatfors...
I have chosen my materials to try and portray the contrasts in my concept. Silk and leather; something soft, delicate looking, but so strong when braided into a rope, something tough, and thick, known for its use as armor, but when leather has been prepared for use as armor it is not soft, or nice to feel... Then there's the fur on the shoulders, which is soft and silky to the touch, but it is still animal skin.
I left most of the leather the same colour it came as, and the silk a plain white, but have placed two brilliant red tabs of leather at the front of the shoulder piece. The plain, undyed silk was to symbolise innocence, purity and an uncorrupted soul. The red leather tabs show a partial corruption of the personality symbolised by the leather - corruption by hate, and rage, and all those fiery red emotions that burn inside a body. The placement of the red tabs was chosen with a necklace sort of thing in mind, for the feature of a necklace hangs down the front, over the heart area, and the emotions portrayed in the brilliant red are of the heart, so should be over where a heart would be if this pieces was to be worn.
The long fall of silk that reaches from the shoulders to the floor is to give the suggestion of a body, without suggesting that this piece is meant to be worn. I used silk to fit with the concept and the fabric I used to thread the piece together, and I found the thinnest I could, so that when a person stands facing this piece they can see all the layers and folds of the silk as it hangs, as well as a shadow of the tail, twisting around and down. The thinness creates an ethereal spirit body, which is how spirits and ghosts are often portrayed in movies and images in our culture. And what is a personality but the ghost or spirit when it is inside the body - the Soul. The silk pools on the ground below the piece, grounding the piece that otherwise has no contact with the rest of the room, or even this world of ours (the piece is hung with clear nylon cord, barely able to be seen).
A closer look at the leather parts of this piece shows a fine coat of silk fibres, cobwebbed across the surface, like veins, or lines of the web of life. It can be very difficult, when working with unhemmed silk, to not get little threads of it floating around, so I decided it is better to go with the properties and quirks of the materials I use, instead of fighting it. As such, I have picked out threads of silk, and draped them over the piece to create this web look.


